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waiting fo the best...,,

actually, i do not understand what the feeling i feel right now..

pain, sorrow, desperate always disturb my mind..

but i also can't hide this felicity..

i don't know why i feel like that..

when i looking the past, i just can't seem 'why'..

when i try to looking forward, i just don't what excatly gonna happen to me..

it means too complex for me..


if i could ask 'why', i wanna ask that question many times ..

unfortunately.... i can't do that..

even i try to speak out loud why, why, and why,, i won't get anything..

the best thing i can do right now is WAITING..

yups.. waiting for the BEST time for me to get the ANSWER..

cause i know,

power, spirit and strength will not come for they who always 'ask'..

but it'll come for they who are waiting without any 'objection'..

just like the song title --the best is yet to come--


  1. thankyou :)
    just like you, i love photography too..
    glad to see you :)
    do you have FB account?


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