actually, i do not understand what the feeling i feel right now..
pain, sorrow, desperate always disturb my mind..
but i also can't hide this felicity..
i don't know why i feel like that..
when i looking the past, i just can't seem 'why'..
when i try to looking forward, i just don't what excatly gonna happen to me..
it means too complex for me..
if i could ask 'why', i wanna ask that question many times ..
unfortunately.... i can't do that..
even i try to speak out loud why, why, and why,, i won't get anything..
the best thing i can do right now is WAITING..
yups.. waiting for the BEST time for me to get the ANSWER..
cause i know,
power, spirit and strength will not come for they who always 'ask'..
but it'll come for they who are waiting without any 'objection'..
just like the song title --the best is yet to come--