Beautiful Moment in My Life

Bulan Mei hampir berakhir..

Status SMA-ku dan teman-teman yang lain juga akan segera beakhir..
Yang pasti acara perpisahan telah digelar tepat seminggu yang lalu..
Hingga akhir acara itu, saya masih sulit mengakui abggapan banyak orang yang mengatakan :
"Moments in Senior High School is the best moment in your life"...
Really??
Waktu itu di benak saya terucap "I don't think so"..

Beberapa hari setelah itu, entah mengapa saya tiba-tiba setuju dengan anggapan orang di atas...

Masa-masa paling indah, kisah kasih di sekolah . . .

Demikian sepenggal lirik dari sebuah lagu yang sangat populer dadulu [hingga sekarang]

Tiba-tiba saja saya teringat masa-masa saya di sekolah bersama teman-teman and also with the teachers..

Sejak hari pertama di tahun 2006 hingga hari-hari [menjelang] hari terakhir di tahun 2009..
Sejak pertama kali mengenakan seragam putih abu-abu hingga hari mengenakan gaun&jas..
Sejak mendapat sahabat pertama hingga sahabat TER-banyak..
Sejak hujatan pertama dari seorang guru hingga rangkulan tererat dari semua guru..
Sejak tugas pertama hingga tugas tak terselesaikan..
Sejak ujian pertama hingga ujian terakhir semasa hidup di SEKOLAH..
Sejak senyum pertama hingga tawa termanis yang tiada hentinya..
Sejak tatapan sinis pertama hingga pertalian yang erat..
Sejak diri sendiri hingga kita semua..
Sejak 'itu milikku' hingga All for One & One for All..
Sejak dulu hingga sekarang..
Sejak itulah masa-masa di SMA dilalui- tanpa ada rasa syukur 'ternyata semua itu menyenangkan'..

Now, i realize that every moment in senior high school is beautiful moment i ever have..
Moments that i'll never get in other place, other time and with other friends + teachers..
Moments that give me many lessons to lear..
Moments that teach me how to love all my friends >unconditionally<
Moments that make me know how to learn, see, hold & hear good things..
Yeahh,, and the last bi\ut not least.:.
Moments that i have to give thanks to GOD..

Thanks all,,,

Comments

--thanks to d amazing word named 'love'--

bukan soal kamu atau aku.. bukan sekedar benar atau salah .. bukan melulu keliru atau beralibi... bukan juga karena ya atau tidak .. apalagi soal mau atau agak mau atau bahkan tak mau.. atau bahkan harus atau terserah ... soal will ataupun way juga bukan masalah utamanya.. lalu apa? kenapa? hmm,, entahlah.. mungkinkah semua itu menjadi alasan yang bukan utama? sungguh, ku tak tahu.. betapapun aku, kamu, benar, salah, keliru, beralibi,, ya,, tidak,, mau, tak mau,, harus,, terserah,, will, way... hmmm.. smua itu tak ada artinya jika kau tak beri aku kesempatan.. ya.. kesempatan untuk bilang 'sorry', 'thanks', and 'mintol alias please'.. hihihiihhi.. SORRY untuk smua hal yg buatmu marah, kecewa, kesal, sakit hati, pahit, tersudut, terabaikan, terluka, sedih, putus asa, hingga akhirnya mungkin menyerah THANKS untuk smuanya.. ya semuanya,, [[ perhatian, kasih sayang, teguran, perdebatan, pertengkaran, se...

all the things that could go wrong

"children are happy because they dont have a file in their minds called 'all the things that could go wrong' " now I know. I think that quote is enough to describe the reality around us. It's simple yet quite interesting (at least for me). and people said we need to learn to be like a kid in pursuing happiness, but also we need to act and behave like an adult.. oh well, I am the happiness oriented person, but somehow and sometimes I dont feel like I am happy enough to live in the moment. oh life and uhm this life. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . (all dots represent many things that happened in life - EVERY bad and sucks THING ) , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , (all commas represent all the joy and best thing in life) I am smiling now. but does not mean everything is in my control- absolutely no, I still believe there is another - biggest power that control everything- yes I am smiling, after I finished my hours...

waiting fo the best...,,

actually, i do not understand what the feeling i feel right now.. pain, sorrow, desperate always disturb my mind.. but i also can't hide this felicity.. i don't know why i feel like that.. when i looking the past, i just can't seem 'why'.. when i try to looking forward, i just don't what excatly gonna happen to me.. it means too complex for me.. hmmmm,,.. if i could ask 'why', i wanna ask that question many times .. unfortunately.... i can't do that.. even i try to speak out loud why, why, and why,, i won't get anything.. the best thing i can do right now is WAITING.. yups.. waiting for the BEST time for me to get the ANSWER.. cause i know, power, spirit and strength will not come for they who always 'ask'.. but it'll come for they who are waiting without any 'objection'.. just like the song title --the best is yet to come--

-a-m-a-z-i-n-g-

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